its 2am. and guess what i am doing? baking 2 mutha effin cheesecakes. linc and i are in charge of "refreshments" for fhe tomorrow. and i have never made a cheesecake before so i thought i would attempt it. never again. i followed the directions perfectly and somehow the batter or whatever you call it doesn't fit into the pan. it is completely overflowing. sometimes i hate baking.
"just breathe." ~ anna nalik - breathe (2am) so appropriate.
went out to the big bang to meet up with kayla and karen. good times had by all. well maybe except kayla. heels were invented by a man as a torture device for women. somehow we misunderstood and thought they looked good. payback was in the form of the necktie. :)
i should go to bed. too late now. stupid cheesecakes need about 25 more minutes to bake. 2 hours to cool. then i can frigerate them. that means i will be up until 5am. i am such a retard.
and i'm kinda feeling pissy too. i have 2-3 loads of laundry piled on my bed to be folded or hung up. i have a counter full of dishes. i have 2 chapters to read in accounting and a practice midterm to study because i am not doing so hot on the quizzes.
sometimes i just want to curl up in a ball in my big comfy bed and never leave. give me access to unlimited movies and water and i would be one happy camper.
had lunch today with my sister and mom and nephew. trenton is one cool kid. last year i told him that walmart is evil. today as his mom was talking about running to walmart to get some things, trenton reminded me that walmart is still evil. and so is nickelback.
watched several movies over the last couple days. trying to catch up. me and linc used to go see a new movie at the theaters every weekend. even if nothing good was out. now it takes a blockbuster to get us there. rented wedding crashers (funny but not as funny as i heard it would be), saw 2 (scary but not as gruesome as the first), and just like heaven (which i thought at first would be a bit creepy, fallin in love with a ghost, but actually quite sweet, i may even watch it again, maybe even tonight while the cheesecakes cool and i put clothes away, genius). we also got lord of war and star wars 3. i love movies.
today at the grocery store i saw a potted plant of mums. cute white flowers with the yellow middles. such happy flowers. i bought it. i was adding some water to them and admiring how pretty they were when linc told me that he loves how i can appreciate the beauty in things.
the other day when i was looking through my cookbook to see what i should make for fhe, linc just watched me with a smile. he told me that he loves how excited i get about attempting a new recipe.
i am very lucky to have someone that appreciates me. even better is when he lets me know.
"but my god it's so beautiful when the boy smiles wanna hold him but maybe i'll just sing about it"
birthday countdown:
less than 22 hours.
egotistical
adj 1: characteristic of those having an inflated idea of their own importance [syn: egotistic, narcissistic, self-loving] 2: characteristic of false pride; having an exaggerated sense of self-importance; "a conceited fool"; "an attitude of self-conceited arrogance"; "an egotistical disregard of others"; "so swollen by victory that he was unfit for normal duty"; "growing ever more swollen-headed and arbitrary"; "vain about her clothes" [syn: conceited, egotistic, self-conceited, swollen, swollen-headed, vain]
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senioritis anyone? i get distracted by video games, not cooking. speaking of video games, we need another nerd night for the boys.
yeah i just got a new bra for lincoln to wear on his head.
say what
you know like nerds do (weird science, gosh!)
that would be something I watched about 15 years ago.
lincoln always mentions it. i am seriously thinking of sewing his halo headset into a bra so he has no choice but to show off his nerdiness in style. maybe a new vicki secrets one. in pink. with lace. hmm, i wonder what cup size his head is.
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