i just spent the last 2 hours looking at halloween costumes. i probably spent just as long last night looking online too. i love halloween but i never can decide what i want to be. i think linc and i peaked with britney and kevin. he has a really good idea for this year but not the easiest to make a "couples" costume but the ladies at work came up with a great idea for me to be to go with his. he wants his to be a secret so i can't share what mine will be but it is a cute idea if i can get what i want. linc's stuff may be pricey but i think it will be friggin hilarious so it's all good.
good weekend this time 'round. friday i cleaned the apartment then linc and i watched the office that we had recorded from thursday. sometimes i just want to kick michael scott in the face for being such a moronic butthole. went to bed at a decent time. saturday slept till 8 - 9 then started some laundry. went with ma and pa and shilah and t-dawg to nelson's soccer game then lunch. nice weather. sat under a tree with a breeze so it was cool. after lunch we went to the model home so i could play tour guide and show off my house. i love that friggin house. and the rents thought it was nice too. took a picture of our lot so we can document the progress.
saturday evening/night went to brandi and mckay's. had a good time. ended up staying there till close to 2am if not later. i fell asleep on the couch. settlers of kattan (sp?) was in full force as linc, steven, mckay and dusty nerded out. the guys' ping pong tournament got pretty intense (and took forever) but i won the limbo contest. kinda hurt my back in the process but got a $25 gift card to borders. totally worth it.
sunday linc and i were lazy bums and didn't leave our bed until after 11. just teased the kittehs and pondered life. i got a bit sentimental/philosophical/ponderous (not sure if that is even a real word) and contemplated the wonders of life.
then we finished laundry and went to taylor's and erin's to discuss the halloween party. it's gonna kick some sweet trash. that's pretty much what got me thinking of costumes. lincoln says erin and i should dress as pillow fighters because he says thats all we do when we are together. pillow fight in our little nighties. haha.
back to pondering the wonders of life. it can be interesting to go back to a certain point in your life and re-analyze the choices you made that lead you to where you are today. there are a lot of things i would do differently. not necessarily change completely or never do, but handle differently. as a teenager i was faced with a lot of decisions that i don't think i handled as well as i could have. i lacked experience or emotional maturity and ended up treating people badly because i didn't know better. yes, back to that phrase, if i only knew then what i know now. then again, who knows if i would be able to be better at handling difficult situations. i wish i had been a better/bigger person and thought more carefully about things before i verbal vomitted the first thought in my head. i wish i had handled things more delicately. i wish i hadn't let myself become so cynical. i wish i smiled more. i wish i was a little bit more outgoing yet a bit more reserved.
just take a certain point in your life. a point when you were faced with a decision. make the other one and see where that might have taken you. can be a little trippy.
anywhoo- enough of that...
house progress - contract has been signed. countdown has started. we will finalize structural options in a couple weekends, then pick out all the options in a couple more. yay!!
love.
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